Friday, January 14, 2011

Home is where your heart is....





I don't have a bike right now. In fact I haven't ridden since super week in July.... I sold my bike to pay off the credit card I originally used to purchase my first rocky mountain. It had just gotten to the point that I wasn't able to make my payments on it and it was sent to collections and gaining interest super fast. So it came to the point where I decided that my obsession and love for riding wasn't more important than me always putting myself in a bad financial situation, but I wont lie... Now that it is mid January, I miss it, and I mean I miss it a LOT!

But regardless Alister and I still find a way to do what makes us happy and nothing brings true happiness like being with loved family and friends! For thanks giving we were in Utah visiting my interesting family!

And for Christmas and New Years we were in Connecticut! It marked our first of many lovely Christmases together! I got this cute necklace

While on our mini holiday vaca back east we had a day in New York. The highlights definitely starting with Carlos Bakery! You know! CAKE BOSS??? TLC??? Yeah. My fave! And boy oh boy oh BOY! Was it just as good as I had hoped!

We got LUCKY. Normally its a three hour wait just to get into the place, but for us none. It was slow and the place was all ours due the huge storm keeping all the other so called fans inside! We didn't see buddy, but we saw Joey and Marlo! Not to sound like I was fame struck but Joey made eye contact with me more than once!!! I couldn't bring myself to ask for a pic though! The canolis were as delicious as Buddy makes them sound and same with all the other goods we got!


But upon our return its been go time! Alister and I quit our awful corporate jobs and have been working on starting a cleaning business while I also started a new position at the Durango Ski Resort. There I work at the deli! Its a lot different than McDonalds! The clients are a heck of a lot nicer and I make tips on top of the already few dollar higher hourly wage than McD's!! Not to forget the free ski pass to a very beautiful ski resort!

Friday, October 1, 2010

Stuperweek, an A-Man, Bike Love, & Devils Kitchen.....

Sorry for the delayed updateage....

After a summer of traveling all over the more eastern part of the US living out of my suitcase, working and racing at bike races, I was rethinking my love of the Sport. Superweek for me wasn't super in the good way, but a great learning experience still and a moment in my life that will always stick out in my mind. After my time there I greatly looked forward to time relaxing with my wonderful boyfriend and his beautiful family in Connecticut, DC, and NY. It was a fabulous trip to say the least and learned that I really love and am in love Alister Ratcliff.

But a week prior to returning to my beautiful newish home in the mountains of Durango, Colorado I was asked a question from our host at the Tour of Utah. She asked, " You love this sport don't you?" And I hesitated. I did... But then it really did come to me. While I watched sweet Alister suffer through the brutal stages of the Tour of Utah... In this sport it is all about how much you can suffer physically, one mistake or incident of bad luck with have you down and out of coming close to succeeding and then you blow. Lets just say its a good analogy of life. Like Rocky said. "Its not about how much you can get hit. Its about how hard you can get hit and hit back!" (its easier to think this when its not your lungs turning inside out and your body undergoing complete pain and stress) But yes. I love this sport for that reason. Because it has the endure the shit and pain in life and love the winnings and the work it takes to their sort of energy.

So although I am taking some time off of my personal racing and working the devils kitchen aka McDonalds to pay off my debts so that I can race my bike with less weight on my shoulders. Spend some time enjoying life thats not a bike so that when it is a bike... I can appreciate it more... Oh, and not to mention the great times I get to have with my friends and Alister.

Friday, March 26, 2010

Redlands and Tucson...




You know that almost exhausting yet invigorating feeling of taking flight as you pack the car and get out of town?? The chill late winter air was full of it as Alister and I made preparations for our bicycle racing vacation to Tucson, AZ and Redlands, CA. That morning we made a quick stop at our favorite breakfast joint in Durango, CO called Doughworks to get some homemade breakfast burritos and bagels. The morning light was breaking over the beautiful Durango Mountains and the yellow lines on the highway danced behind us as we drove west out of the snow and towards the valley of the sun… Arizona.

Tucson, AZ was our first destination. There Alister would be racing the Tucson Bicycle Classic. Kind of a shit show of a bike race, but it was warm out there in the cacti filled national parks. And we were happy to get some warm weather riding over gates, up lemon and around the race courses. The sun and warmth were super gratifying. Alister had a decent race as well. The race was proof that he was on good form for the Redlands Bicycle Classic (an NRC race with the big boys. Redlands for him could possibly mean being signed on to a pro team).

In Tucson we stayed in a house full of cyclists and a tri-athlete. Jon Chodroff, Thom Coupe, Jon Craig, and Kelsey Kooreman.

Jon Craig was from Nashville. He lived in the shed and cleaned the others bikes as rent…. And he drank a lot of coffee. He would go for long rides and sit at his favorite coffee shop for hours. Solid kid.

Thom Coupe looked like a beach boy to me, dirty blond surfer boy swoopy hair, but in all reality he was from New England and is Alister’s loyal and really strong teammate. A funny guy.

There were others who lived there, but were out of town during our visit on cycling business of sorts. The house was near the Tucson campus and downtown Avenue. We often made the “6 mile” walk down to University Avenue where there are lots of sweet cafés and restaurants. (really not even a mile walk, but Alister doesn’t like walking much…) A couple of my found favorites were Lindy’s a sweet burger bar with an awesome eating challenge, and Times, a euro style café, pizza, sandwich, gift, and exotic food…. Market with an outside patio with little birds that pooped on my phone, but the place was so cool, I didn’t even mind much.




After the races we would stroll over to the coffee shop where we would meet with FLC teammates and good friends, Yorgos, Russ, and Dossin to result stalk and talk about the races while enjoying a cup of tea and each other’s humorous company. Once on our “stroll” back to our host house from down town I was so joyous about life I did a cart wheel… and ripped my pants. Go me. Good thing it was dark. And good thing Alister already likes me. Ha.

Although I was not racing I spent the warm days in Arizona running and polishing up my base with long hours on the bike. I rode up Mount Lemon, Gates Pass, Tucson’s national parks, and around the ginormous sprawl of a place that Tucson is. Say “goodbye,” to pasty white red headed Colorado girl and “hello!” to my returned oh so flattering cycling tan lines! (not to be confused with farmer tan lines).

The time came that it was no longer California dreaming, but California FOR REALS! We said “asta luega,” to Tucson and “Surfs up!” to Cal-A-forn-I-A. Redlands, California was so beautiful I get giddy thinking about it, not to mention my mouth starts watering in memory of eating oranges right off the trees, and sitting at the coffee bean drinking my favorite “shit in a cup” or better known as the original blended mocha. Mmmmmm.

The first few days in California we were set up in a sweet hotel at the Courtyard Marriot thanks to a good friend. It should have cost us around $130 every night, but was more like $25. Sweet eh? I spent my days riding around Redlands while Alister practiced the courses for the races, and sitting by the pool playing cards and getting my tan on true California style. One day we went to the beach. I had seen the ocean from a distance, but never actually gone to the beach. Alister was a sweet heart and took me. I braved the cold ocean while all of the other riding buddies we were with chilled on the beach looking silly with their cycling tan lines.





Once the race came closer we checked out of our luxury hotel and headed to meet our hostess in Redlands. Her name was Tammie, She was a really sweet red headed lady! She helped me in the feed zones and was a total trooper with all the boys. Alister and I were the first ones to get to her place and the other riders started trickling in...

Thom Coupe, his teammate that was in Tucson with us was the first to join us.

Next we got to meet Christian Deshaies. Christian showed up in true fashion on the door step. Since he’s Canadian and speaks little English, he accidently ended up getting picked up by a seigneur of another composite team that was looking to pick up a “Chris” from the airport. Eventually they figured out he was the wrong one and that’s how he showed up on the doorstep. Christian was one crrrazzzy guy and full of laughs. He reminded me a lot of… Eddy Merckx. ;)
(insert picture of Christian)

Nathan Willson, a skinnier and smarter … kinda’ version of Russel Brown.

William Goodfellow, French Canadian

Jerome Townsend, a suntanning Goddess, I mean, God. ;)

Josh Bartlett… Don’t know how to sum that kid up

Robert Coble, Insane bike mechanic and team getter-shitter-together-doner-er-er-er. Saved our hineys from being a total cluster fuck.

Monday, December 28, 2009

Facebook... Might be my best friend...

So yeah... I'm addicted. Follow me more on Facebook. I am better at keeping that updated with events.
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Grocery Shopping

So I am grocery shopping... I am walking up and down the isles and around the store looking at my options of what I want. Some things I know I need. What if City Market doesnt have them? Somethings I know I want. Sometimes I'm down a weird isle I never had really been on before. I could always go to another store, but I'm on my bike, I am here now and its cold and icy outside, so it is here I will shop...

I guess you could say I am also grocery shopping for options in my life. I know what I want, its the knowing what I need that is the problem. I need food, hence the grocery shopping, but what else? I swear up and down that I need cycling and I swear it still. There are so many things I could choose, so many brands that are sitting on the shelf available to me. I just have to decide "this is the one I am going to buy." Then I can use the self check out, and "Voila!" its mine to do with as I like. I have my life in a shopping bag (more like my bike bag, but hey.) If it doesnt fit in my bag its obviously too big for me to haul home.

I am one of the luckiest people I know. I am living the journey of my dreams. I feel a little shocked that I am where I am, but instead of feeling shocked, I am currently feeling loved and blessed with God given "options", name brand talents, and priceless friends and family that I could never "buy off a shelf."

Saturday, December 12, 2009

Bend OR CX National Championships


We left early Wednesday afternoon on our drive from Durango to Bend Oregon for the cyclocross national championships. It was an epic drive. I was in the ladies van with Shriver driving. It was nice to have some quality hours getting to know Coach Matt Shriver a little better and getting to know Magen Long. I continuously feel fortunate to be on a team with not only extreme talent, but one of beautiful individuals. Once we arrived in Bend we headed straight to the CX course for a few practice laps. It was like they had made an obstacle course over a sheet of ice and had me a in a mindset of fear of failure, but the last couple days on the course have been reassuring as the ice has turned into tacky mud. Shriver and "Balls-Out-Dip-In-Hagen" have taught me a lot about choosing lines and as I have gone around and around I feel I know the course like the back of my hand. My teammates have also shared a lot of valuable tips with me and I feel confident that I can do well and that our team can take home the gold. Seeing the girls from other schools out on the course today built a little fire with in me.... and all I can say is, "IT'S ON. Ka-Kaw!"

See more photos and follow our progress on our team website: http://cycling.fortlewis.edu/

Monday, November 23, 2009

"Oh, members of the Church of the Big Ring! Preach me pain!"

So its thanksgiving break and I came home to Utah to visit some much missed food, friends, and family. Coming home gave me a bit of anxiety. I felt like I havnt been gone very long, and nothing about Ogden seems to have changed that much. Things are still cool here and all my friends hair is just a bit longer, but its still the same Ogden. Pretty in its same ways. I raced the cross races here this weekend and loved it. But coming back to Ogden really has me thinking how much I love Durango, How perfect Fort Lewis College is for me, and how lucky I am to be on the FLC Cycling team with such neat fast people. I may not be able to go to school next semester, but I plan on staying in Durango and working so I can gain my residency in Colorado and save some money for next summer semester. I am happy to feel happy if you know what I mean. Last winter I seemed to have vanished in a thick mist of change and have finally found my out again fresh, new, and enthusiastic about my future. I still fight negative self talk and self hatred, but daily find self love, and am mindful of what is and that "it" is what it is and thats just fine. Life is beautiful. I am a beautiful person. I can achieve much, and I can spread happiness too others.
Kate Shavel has been a blessing in my life. She is such positive liver. She makes the most of everyday and is not blind to the beauty in little things. I love that in her and she helps me to see goodness in myself and in life. I am lucky to be me.
me at heber cross in utah. that was a rough day of racing after much driving the day before. It was a "training race" ;)