Friday, July 3, 2009

Kind of Depressing

Do you ever have those mornings where you wake up and just feel depressed? Like you are just a waste of space, time, breath, life...? Thats me. Almost daily. Sure some days I dont really notice. Really I dont feel at all some days. I just wake up and go ride. I put myself through massive amounts of pain on my bike and for what... I dont know? Just holding on to something I guess. Cant wait to go to school. Need the structure. Life... hmm haah!

1 comment:

  1. I think they're called endorphins. Pain is one way, but chocolate is better. Or maybe you could go get balanced homeopathically, because you should not be feeling depressed on a daily basis. The clinic has a general "first aid" type of remedy you could take for emotional-straightening-out, until you can get more serious about it. I've heard lots of positive things about it.

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